footlosertim

It was my friend who was killed.

Fri, 26 Feb 2010 16:41:55 GMT

This probably isn't the forum for this. But, others use their lj's for non-related stuff. It was my high school buddy who was killed by the whale down at Sea World this past week. Even back in high school, she would say that one day I will be training the killer whales at Sea World. She even wrote to them as a young girl to find out what courses she should take and what she should study in order to be able to do it.

You just can't imagine what a really great person she was. There is this latest video of her dancing and the whale bobbing its head and following her motions. It makes me smile to watch this video! It just seems like that fits her personality so well. She was ALWAYS the life of the party and always looking for ways to have fun no matter what the situation. And she was kind to everyone. No one was ever excluded by her - it was not in her to ever be unkind.

She lived a wonderful life. And she affected so many lives. You couldn't have known her without her having a positive effect on you.

She wouldn't want anyone to dwell on the sadness of what happened. She got to live her dreams. There are so few of us who ever get the chance to do that.

I have been good about getting the most out of each day and trying to live with some purpose. But, maybe this is a little nudge to say don't be afraid to pursue a dream that you really want.

The selfless sub

Thu, 25 Feb 2010 03:35:11 GMT

Ok, I will try to be logical with this post.

Just a little experience I had where I believe a Domme took a selfish sub timmers and made him into a selfless sub that put Her first!

A year ago I just had the HUGEST crush on a Domme. Which, if You have ever read my blog, happens with some frequency - haha! Anyways, W/we hit it off soo well!! She would sell me Her socks and i would buy Her clips and trust me - i was in it for selfish reasons!

But more and more our conversation became less D/s related. Soon, most of our talks were anything BUT D/s topics and thus the "spell" was broken. So, did it end there? I was no longer getting any kind of selfish pleasure out of it. i was no longer seeing her as just a pair of feet attached to a Woman. i was now seeing Her as the Woman!

And after that i was constantly doing things for Her and sending Her little gifts. Still to this day, I will ask Her if She needs money but She refuses. And still to this day i would do soo much for Her. Not because of the pleasure i would get from serving Her, but because i do worship Her in a way that goes beyond meeting my selfish needs.

And i am pretty weak among subs. So, if I can act selflessly, there is hope for the rest as well!

Hurray for subs!!

Wed, 24 Feb 2010 22:55:23 GMT

Just how silly!! Some Dommes are sooo contemptuous of subs. I saw recently in a post that a Domme wouldn't want to do real time because she would never want to touch a sub. Really??

Does it disgust You that they hand You money for no reason? Or in many cases that they buy You presents or literally worship You??

i say let's celebrate the subs!! Let the Dommes out there say "Good for You for thinking enough of me to worship me!"

I am not saying that W/we need a sub appreciation day... hmmm... that's an idea...

Who the blog is NOT about!!

Fri, 19 Feb 2010 21:48:09 GMT

Ok, remember the last blog when i go off on my tirade about loser dommes who do NOT do what they say they will?

Just to be CLEAR, i am NOT referring to Princess Nev. Nor have i EVER had any problems EVER with Princess Danni, or Goddess Melanie, or Princess Lyne. They are ALL well worth Your time and money!!

Ok, more to blog about later...

SCAMMED by "dommes"!

Fri, 19 Feb 2010 05:19:54 GMT

This is a follow up to a conversation with Goddess Melanie. The worst part of being a sub is that subs are often SCAMMED by supposed "dommes". And i purpsoely don't capitalize the "D" because these women aren't even superior to my goldfish!

So, what to do?? List off the dommes who scam subs? Well, while it might serve as a warning to others, i don't know. It feels icky - it feels like that would be sinking down to their level - and that is waaay far down. So far down that these dommes don't deserve to be licking the shoes of the subs they scam!

Given them a chance to redeem themselves? Yes, i thought of this too! Basically say to them, "Hey, that's NOT what we agreed on. I delivered on MY promise and you scum sucking piece of loser domme FAILED to deliver on YOUR part!! But, maybe leave out the whole "scum sucking piece of loser domme" because I still want them to follow through?!

Or do I? Do i still really want the dirty socks from some loser domme who couldn't follow through?? And yet, try to get her to give you a refund! And then the attitude is.. "oh, there a sub. They were lucky to pay for my attention." Really?? Well, go film yourself drinking clorox like you are trying to get some moron to do on cam! I wasn't paying for your attention! i was paying for YOUR socks!!

Now, experience Dommes may say, "Well, that's what happens when You try a new Domme." Unfortunately this even happens with exeprienced Dommes or those that i had bought things from before!! What's the sense in that?? That's what makes it all the more frustrating!!

Perhaps i will put a positive spin on this and list Dommes who i HAVE had good interactions with! Maybe that's the route to go!

Few days til Lent...

Sun, 14 Feb 2010 18:21:54 GMT

It's almost Lent and Goddess Melanie thinks i should take the 40 days until Easter and give up being a loser. Easier said than done!

She think I should give away my used shoe collection. Maybe clean them up - this time, without using my tongue - and give them to Goodwill. Or, just throw them out and stop obsessing over them!

She thinks i should donate my loser money to charities like those helping Haiti instead of throwing it away on Goddesses who will buy yet another pair of shoes or another item of clothing.

Hmmm... 40 days of NOT obsessing over feet? Or not wanting to be dominated?! Hmmm....

Stupidest sub question EVER!

Sat, 13 Feb 2010 19:44:57 GMT

"Please Mistress/Goddess/Princess, may i tribute You?!"

Dommes i know get inbooxes full of messages that say that.

Very few of these subs will actually go on and tribute.

What's the point? The reality of tributing is FAR better than the fantasy!

Any other stupid questions asked??

Oh - another favorite - "May i see You naked?"

Hahahahaa!! Yep, I am sure that is EXACTLY what the Domme wants!

Happy One-Month-iversary!

Tue, 29 Dec 2009 14:52:49 GMT

Wow! It has been ONE month and i have been serving the same Princess for all that time. i know, i know, for any other sub that would be no big deal. But, for me, that's pretty big! And it's sooo fulfilling!

It's nice to have Someone to serve. You Dommes out there are doing us subs a HUGE favor by allowing us to serve and spoil You! i think about it all the time. As a sub, count the number of people you are wildly attracted to? Then, from that group of Women, think of all the Ones who are OK with being dominant?? Right there, the numbers get pretty small! Then, on top of it, from that group, think of the Ones who would bother with you? And the odds right there are like a kajillion to one! Then i get to thinking about my Princess and that voice and Her TWISTED ideas! She may have RUINED me for all other Dommes! Ughh!

Anyways, i am an incredibly LUCKY sub! Today Princess is celebrating this anniversary by taking Her best friend shoe shopping and permitting me to pay for BOTH their shopping and dinner! It's GOOD to be Her lowly worm!

Princess in training

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 18:12:25 GMT

It's a note from my Princess! She is slowly training Her best friend to be a Princess as well. Her Friend comes from a VERY conservative background, so the idea of using pieces of crap like myself doesn't come naturally to Her. Still, with my Princess being such a natural and showing Her the ropes, She should be embracing Her inner Goddess in no time! So, again, this is in Princess' own hand:

worm guts,

Princess had such a good evening! My Friend came over and We went to My box and a surprise from you arrived! Yay! We promptly went over to Starbucks and got Ourselves a delicious, warm drink. I told her it was from My online friend and that he was treating Us and she seemed ok with the idea. In the car, I read the card to Myself and giggled at how you signed it. I read outloud how you signed it as My bitch and My Friend giggled. It was going good! I told My Friend a little about you and how you don't expect anything from Me and you just enjoy being part of My life. No feet mentions yet, lol. Sooo, My Friend thought it was all good and I told Her how you have a funny voice that sounds like you are still going through puberty. She said that you signing it as My bitch sounded like you were gay and I said how you told Me other people thought you were, too, hahaha. Soo, that wouldn't be the first time you hear it!

My Friend and I went on and went makeup shopping... I helped Her pick some things out actually since I'm the expert between Us. Afterwards, We were finally hungry and went to Panera Bread. My Friend pulled out Her wallet and I said, "no put that away, tim will pay for it." "Your bitch, She responds?" giggling. "Yes, My bitch!" to which We both laugh at it as people come to notice it. Hehehe. At dinner I texted you and told Her I was texting you about paying for Us. I suppose you'll be waking up to seeing that text! W/we took some pics and I recorded a few seconds of Us at the table. Ooooh, I know you wanna see, don't you?!

you are paying for dinner, wormy! hahaha

I had SUCH a great time!!!!

(Wow!! The idea of TWO Superior Women using me as the bitch i am THRILLS me in ways i hadn't even thought possible! i LOVE the idea of toiling away so that They can have a fabulous time and have NO WORRIES as i am picking up the tab! And i was actually working late at my SECOND job while the Two of Them were out having FUN! It's GOOD to be a slave!)

Any suggestions?

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 14:55:43 GMT

So, i was chatting with my "hopefully someday Owner" and W/we agreed it would be fun to put together a list of "Top 100 things to do for Princess". So far on the list:

- Personal shoe cleaner. When Her shoes get dirty, She will send them to me to clean and then promptly return to Her.

- Related to this, She has always wanted someone who would beg to eat worm guts from the bottom of Her shoes.

- Paying for Her and Her best friend to dine out while i sit at home and eat something horrible per Her direction.

- Cataloging EVERY pair of shoes She owns which would be a HUGE task as She doesn't even think She knows about every pair - lol.

Ok, certainly there are some VERY creative People out there who can help U/us with O/our list. Any suggestions?

It happens in DEGREES

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 15:54:31 GMT

This is something Goddess Melanie told me. Basically, it happens in degrees. Maybe it does for Dommes as well as subs? But, in my own experience, i really just have a thing for women's feet. Well, that amd being submissive in small ways.

But, then it progresses. And soon you find yourself doing things that maybe just a few years ago you would have never thought you would be doing? i never thought i would be sending tributes to Superiors just for the JOY of being able to better Their lives? i would have never thought shopping Someone's wishlist would be such a THRILL? Or being cuckolded? I spend a LOT of time thinking about paying for a Superior and Her date or even for Her and a Grilfriend to go out for lunch.

Goddess Melanie now has a guy taking hormones so he can become a woman. This isn't something he is even interested in, but he is doing this for Her. He is doing this because he ADORES Her. But, he didn't start off thinking this way!! He might have just started off liking Girls' feet! YIKES!!

Dear Santa

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 19:19:55 GMT

Dear Santa –

I have been relatively good this year. I have tried again this year to serve My Supeiors wherever They may be. I leave large tips for waitresses. I tip the grocery bag girl and then carry out my own groceries. When my friends leave Their shoes in Their hallways or by the front door, I almost always clean them and that’s without having to be asked. And I haven’t stolen any of my friends’ shoes or socks. As you may recall, this has been a bit of problem in past years. And I am auditioning to be the bitch of Princess Tiara and have bought Her many items without even being asked.

Speaking of Princess Tiara, I was going to ask for you to grab me up some of Her old shoes or dirty socks while you are bringing the tons and tons of presents to Her house this year. That is, i WAS going to ask for that. But, it is Christmas and Christmas should be a time for giving and not just thinking about your own needs. So, if You would, perhaps You could spare the presents and just offer me Your advice on what i might do to make this a really special Christmas for my Princess!

After all, who better to ask than the Champion Gift GIver himself! I will leave your favorite cookies out! Say hello to Mrs. Claus and all the elves!

Still believing..

timmers

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 20:41:59 GMT

So, i was just signing off for the night when Princess Tiara pops on to chat. She had just gotten back from Mexico - my International Princess! It turns out it was time for a lesson in one of my favorite subjects - "Intro to Princess 101". She told me about some of Her first experiences in controlling men. In 3rd grade, she had one boy do her math homework for Her. Other boys in school would buy her lunches. Little stuff.. until it came to high school and She had Her first slave. Really? How do people in real life arrange for this? Why can i NOT convince any of my cute friends to enslave me? I jokingly asked if it was one of Her loser classmates or if it was a teacher?! It actually was a teacher! WOW!! Of course, then that gets my head racing at the thought of kissing the shoes of a high school version of Her. And this lucky loser actually got to do that! She would sit on his desk while he kneeled before Her and kissed Her shoes. Sounds like a scene from "Cruel Intentions 2" when Amy Adams has her teached kneeling before Her.

So, while this is going on, i think to myself... W/we should go shopping on Her wishlist. It's not often i get Her online and W/we can do that. Well, while i am thinking that, She tells me that there are some cute pjs i will buy Her. Wow!! I have to STOP thinking! She KNOWS what's going on inside my head! So, i go get my card and then pull ip the wishlist to see what She has in mind. UGGGHGHHHH!! i hope She doesn't mean all of this?? And as i am thinking that, MORE is being added!! UGGHHHH!!!

i just bought Her TWO surprise gifts this past week. Already, i have gone waaay further than i have for any other of my Superiors - as some of You can attest to - LOL! So, i think i ask if She only wants me to buy one or two? And she says.. "Well, You know i can't have the bottoms and no tops? i can't be shirtless!"

"BEG!" She says. "Beg me for the opportunity to buy these things for me! On Your knees and plead for it!" So, i do. i get on my knees and start typing away begging Her for this treat! Pleading for Her to use me!! Telling Her how much i want the opportunity to be USED be Her. But, it's NOT enough! "More" She says. "Convince me!" So, i go further and further and further until at least She says, "Ok, you can buy me my pj's."

Without getting into dollars, this is probably FIVE TIMES more than i was thinking of treating Her to even when the thought of shopping with Her was going through my head. i ask if the XL shirt size is right as she is very petite - only 5 feet tall. And She laughs and says She hhas big boobs.

Sometimes, you don't realize how MUCH of a LOSER you really are!! Like when a Woman you ADORE has to TELL you she has big breasts because you have NEVER noticed!! You have ONLY EVER looked at the bottoms of Her feet! Really? am i THAT pathetic??

So, before i hit the "purchase" button, She tells me to "Thank' her for what She has allowed me to do. And i do. i go on and on how honestly blessed i feel to have been able to buy Her pj's and be used by Her.

She laughs as She KNOWS just how easy it's going to be to mold me. And then...

She turns on Her webcam!! You can't imagine.. there are Her feet! My Owners! Oh, She must have been there as well.. only teasing! It's just i am soooo into Her feet. And She showed me the shoes She wore that day! Converse chucks - my FAVORITE to worship!! And she had on socks that maybe some day i can eat while i pay for Her and Her friend to go out to lunch! And Her slippers! She showed me Her slippers! i was in HEAVEN!!! Unbelievable just how GORGEOUS She is!

Ok, and to keep this pg rated, i asked if i could "play the bagpipes". Does anyone else watch "How I Met Your Mother"? Of course, She once again had me BEG. and during this begging session, i told Her i would swear off dating for as long as i could worship Her feet!! She seemed to enjoy the thought that i would literally be devoted to Her feet at the expense of NEVER ever dating again.

It was truly a magical night. And the funny thing is for Her it may be just another night among many. But, for me, it's an experience i will treasure for years to come!

Under new management..

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 15:08:29 GMT

i have decided to keep a more interesting journal. It comes with my efforts to court a new Princess. i know what You are thinking? What's this? Yet still another crush? Gee, timmers goes thru crushes so often its hard to keep up! Sure, tease all You want. But, i still ADORE my former crushes too! In fact, just last night, i was ready to rush to the aid of one of my Domme friends! She was saying how Her information had been STOLEN by a wannabe domme. Well, the bitch that did that was going to be in for a world of HURT. i was all set to offer Her the SMACKDOWN services of Princess Danni!

Oh, and this new and improved journal will be chock filled with entries containing real thoughts and feelings and insight into the struggles and complications of being submissive. i get really BORED with journals that just say "i worship Her and would do anything for Her." That tells us nothing. Show us behind the curtain.

So, hold on tight!! timmers is about to shake things up!!

Space Cowboys and... Happy Birthday!

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 13:25:30 GMT

So, i was given an assignment MONTHS ago that i needed to watch a series called "Firefly". Goddess Melanie assured me it would be well worth my time. Still, i had my doubts...

Well, this weekend i finished the first few episodes. While episode 1 moved a little slow, the next two were REALLY good! She was right and i had doubted Her...

Dommes would enjoy it as it has MANY strong female characters!

Now, i am wondering what else has She been right about?

Maybe it WOULD feel REALLY good to buy Her $3,000 pairs of shoes?

Happy 29th birthday to Princess Danni! If only i could be giving You a birthday foot massage...

Every "Domme" you've ever served has been an actress.

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 14:49:38 GMT

The subject line is taken from a post by the Anonymous Domme.

Actress? Really? I would be interested in everyone's thoughts on this. Here are mine.

I have personally met three of my favorite Dommes.  This makes me, without any doubt, the luckiest sub EVER!!

The first Domme i ever really served online or otherwise was Princess Lyne. Is Her Dominance an act? Hardly! At least, I never thought it was with me. One of my frist experiences was taking her grocery shopping where She permitted me to buy Her over $400 worth of groceries! Keep in mind, my grocery bill for the month is about $100 so this seemed crazy to me! Still, it was for Her!! And it was such a RUSH doing it for Her. i remember struggling to push the cart as it got more and more weight added to it. And she stops by the gift card center and starts looking over the cards. She would say.. "OH, this one is for $50. Beg me to let you buy it for Me!" Which of course i did!! And then She added another gift card to the cart just because She could! And it was an absolute THRILL. It STILL is as i think about it!

Anyway, i would hope experiences like that would have truly been fun for Her. Maybe not as much fun as i was having, but still... if it were an act, why would She even waste Her time? It's not like She couldn't by Her own groceries.

Princess Lyne is the REAL DEAL!

I have also met with Princess Melanie. I believe Her Dominance is real and i know because She just had WAAAY too much fun making me squirm as She added dress after dress to the pile of clothes i was to buy for Her. And She too enjoyed making me BEG to spend more money on Her. If She were an actress, i don't think She would have had nearly as much fun stomping on my groin as i begged to kiss the bottom of Her foot!.  i think Her delight in my pain was sincere. And i think She truly enjoyed thinking of ways to publicly embarrass me like having me lick Her shoes right on the Main Street of my VERY small town where everyone knows me! If she didn't... again, if She were just an actress.. She could find much better things to do with Her time.  Of course, as a Domme, She could also - lol.

Princess Melanie is the REAL DEAL!

And finally, there is Princess Danni. i met Her when She was in Chicago and She let me massage Her feet! i think She got a big kick (literally) out of bossing around a guy who was almost TWICE her size - at least in height! And i wasn't the only guy She was bossing around! Her husband is LUCKY enough to have Her bark out orders to him on a daily basis! That would be HEAVEN!

Princess Danni is the REAL DEAL!

Now, it's not that i think these Women are Dominant to everyone they come into contact with.  No, that would just be rude. And it's not that they go around kicking small puppies just to prove they are a bitch!  But, i think they, like so many Dommes, TRULY enjoy the power They have over submissive guys. And speaking as a submissive guy, i am certainly glad They are out there!

Princess Danni as Catwoman on C4S!!

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 15:09:16 GMT

So, I am thinking about a clip where Danni is in this skin tight catowoman costume and she has captured this guy dressed as Batman. Since he won't join her in taking over Gotham City, she has decided she will torture him until he changes his mind....

I have a 4 page script for you down to the smallest detail and complete with costume changes and ideas for set locations.

I figure this will all be worth it to you as you can then sell it to me for $6.99 or something like that?!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!

Open letter to smallpawn...

Mon, 17 Aug 2009 13:50:49 GMT

Yes, i address my letter to you because you seem to think about things. Your posts are not just the "spent my whole day on my knees worshipping Goddess" posts.

This letter is just some thoughts i have been having lately and while it is addressed to you, anyone can comment.

So, in the world of D/s, it shouldn't be about what the sub wants to get out of it. It should be what the Goddess wants and what he can do for Her?

So, why not worship Anyone? Does She have to be dominant? Her being "Dominant" seems to fulfill the male fantasy of what he wants from Her. She probably shouldn't need to be attractive either - again, that caters to my wish - but i have to draw the line somewhere. i NEED to serve Someone i am attracted to.

So, i have a running friend who is really pretty and a lot of fun to be with. Why not spoil Her? Why not work at making Her life better? Why do i go to Someone online when i actually have a freindship with Her and could see the direct results of spoiling Her?

Starting off small and getting her used to the idea of me serving her. Buying her gels or something she will need for a race. Treating Her to a pedicure at a salon after a marathon? Doing little things for Her with no thought of her reciprocating. Getting Her used to the idea that i "serve" Her without ever putting it into those terms. To the point where my getting Her coffee for Her while She is at work will just seem natural and not awkward? And because i would never ask Her out or EVER make any suggestions that i wanted anything more than to just serve Her, hopefully She would figure out that i am a wimp who just likes to spoil Her and treat Her like a Queen!

True, She won't be making me kiss Her foot or treating me like crap, but if the idea is to "serve" the Superior Woman, why not serve a Superior Woman you know?

Miss Kyaa and W/who has the POWER?

Mon, 03 Aug 2009 16:28:14 GMT

i am really enjoying Miss Kyaa's youtube series sharing Her thoughts on various topics. The last one i watched was on "Power". She discusses it in general terms, but I want to discusss it in terms of bieng a submissive.

This may sound like wrong-sided thinking - and that's why this is a discussion - but i would argue that neither the Domme or the sub have the power - the Power is in the marketplace!

If i can buy A Goddess' worn socks for $10 and another charges $50, then in my head the price is $10 for worn socks! Same thing with clips. Some charge $10 a minute while other charge $1 a minute. Well, if you just need a fix for cute feet, then $1 per minute is the price.

Now, this brings about 2 interesting thoughts. If enough Domes banded together and decided worn socks will now be priced at $100, then that would be the new price! Subs would have no choice but to pay that. That would benefit all Dommes. Most likely however, this couldn't last as their is always someone who will seek to undercut everyone else.

The ONLY person the marketplace does NOT apply to is the Domme who sets Herself apart!!

My marketplace theory only works while all Dommes are seen as interchangeable. The moment ONE Domme is seen as UNIQUE or DIFFERENT, then She can charge whatever price and subs will pay it because it is Her!!

Leave the Dommes alone...

Thu, 30 Jul 2009 14:00:37 GMT

Many of the Dommes on my friends page are now posting in Their journals that they will start keeping their lj's for "promotion purposes only" and will leave their personal sides out of it. They are saying this because there are anonymous threads about them which are either hurtful and/or untrue.

I like gossip as much as anyone, but this sucks! I, for one, WANT to know Their personal side. I love a post sooo much more when it is more than just the latest gifts collected or clips added to Her store. I want to know that She went out with an amazing Man last night and had some loser like me pay for it! I want to know that She is keeping some guy locked in chastity and his wife has yet ot find out about it!!

I don't want this stuff to go away!!

And that was the genius, at least for me, of livejournal. It was one stop shopping for a look into the lives of Superior Women!!

And I don't know about you, but finding a Woman in REAL life who will let you worship Her - it's VERY FEW and FAR between!! Most women think its creepy! At least the real women in my life do - LOL!

So, all the more reason to CHERISH the Women of livejournal who are ok with the thought of treating you like a worm and selling you their worn shoes to sniff! God bless them! Because without them, it would be stealing shoes from your friends' closets or trying to buy them gifts in a non-creepy manner!

As for my thoughts on individual Dommes...

For all of those who think Danni is HOT.... She is even WAAAAAAAYYY HOTTER in PERSON!!! You just can't imagine that Someone could be sooooo freaking HOTTTTT!!!

Princess Lyne is not only GORGEOUS, but She has a GIFT for bossing losers around!! My BEST days EVER were spent running Her errands, cleaning Her apartment, and doing Her laundry. And Her feet!! They are just PERFECT!!! You simply can NOT say no to Her - no matter what She asks - if She is barefoot!

I have only chatted with Nevaeh, but Her "Drone" clips and "Q&A" clip were some of the best clips I have bought!

And Kessa - Her site used to say... "Basically, I will become your God!" And who wouldn't want to have a God who is that amazingly cute!! I am a HUGE fan of Her foot clips!

Can a tribute be too small??

Tue, 21 Jul 2009 03:01:38 GMT

My Domme friends are always complaining about how hard it is to find a good sub and not a time waster. Well, the same is true with finding a good Domme. There are a lot of "dommes' who are just in it for the money and have no interest in building a Domme-sub relationship.

To this end, I have devised my own little test. It's simple enough. When i first meet a Domme i am interested in serving, I will send a small but thoughtful tribute. Maybe a book that I know she wants to read. A good Domme will appreciate the thought. Those who only care about the money will either never acknowledge the gift or compalin about it.

For those that complain, i REALLY WISH i could have the gift back so I could send it to Someone that deserves it. But, the information this tells me about them is well worth the loss of the gift!

I am going to meet... I can't even believe it. Well, Melanie understands...

Thu, 09 Jul 2009 03:24:00 GMT

How often I have chatted with Goddess Melanie about strong female roles and characters. And it would always lead to me going ON and ON about the GREATEST portrayal of a STRONG female character EVER! Some say it was Emma Peel in "The Avanegers", but for my money, NO ONE has or will ever hold up against JULIE NEWMAR'S portrayal of Catwoman in the old Batman tv series.

She was my first crush! While other boys moved on to Lynda Carter in "Wonder Woman" or to "Charlie's Angels", I held firm in my love for Julie. She is WHY i LOVE dominant women! She is the PERFECT woman - forever and always!

And now, She is COMING to CHICAGO!

This means that in the year 2009, I will have met my THREE biggest crushes! First Melanie and the Danni and now Julie!

The ONLY thing that could possibly make it better is if Melanie were to come out and see her with me? It's the first week of August... sounds like just about the time you will be making a trip to Michigan?

You MESS with HER slave, you are going to have PROBLEMS!

Sun, 05 Jul 2009 21:29:35 GMT

So, I know many Goddesses have trouble with idiots who do NOT pay their winning bids on ebanned. That sucks not only for You, but for those of us who want to see Goddesses using ebanned.

I have, however, encountered a different problem. It's the Goddess who takes your money but then NEVER sends the item. The shoes i had won went for $40. There was no shipping as she was going to deliver tham to me in person - woo hoo! I sent her $50 and then NEVER heard from her. And she apparently has given up on ebanned so leaving negative feedback probably won't matter to her.

So, $50 to a Goddess I don't even like very much anymore. Now, I don't even want to worship the shoes of a Goddess I feel has swindled me. What is a slave to do? Appeal to ebanned?  Contact the authorities?

No... I have a MUCH BETTER idea.  i told my Goddess Danni. She had initially given me Her approval to win the shoes. But, now that this other "Goddess" has made NO EFFORT to return the money or send the shoes, well... She is for a WORLD of HURT!!! She just opened herself up a BIG CAN of Danni WHOOP ASS!

I think Danni plans to deliver her OWN $50 worth of PAIN to this "Goddess" as a little message to NOT mess with HER slave! No doubt She will probably film the BEAT DOWN and offer it up in one of Her clips stores!

How much SIMPLER it would have been to just send the item of return the money?

But, now, the FURY OF HELL has been UNLEASHED upon her and it's NAME is DANNI!

Is there such a thing as an UGLY DOMME fetish??!

Wed, 01 Jul 2009 14:41:32 GMT

Yes, yes, I KNOW all Women are Superior and as such, deserve my respect, etc. And I am not trying to be mean here...

It's just so many Dommes are GORGEOUS. I think even my vanilla friends could understand wanting to better the lives of Danni or Goddess Melanie or Princess Lyne. To be used by Someone that PRETTY? - heck ya!!

But, if you look around myspace or youtube, there are some less attractive Dommes who still seem to be getting their share of followers and wallet givers. And i wonder if that is part of the feitsh? Not only to BEG to give your money away to a woman who could care less about you, but to also give it to Someone who is less attractive? I mean, that's REAL humiliation!! And that's kind of HOT in a weird sort of way.

It's OKAY to BEAT the CRAP out of WOMEN

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 16:37:26 GMT

I guess according to a judge in Chicago it is OKAY for an off-duty police officer to BEAT the HELL out of a female bartender HALF his SIZE.

http://www.chicagobreakingnews.com/2009/06/cop-to-be-sentenced-for-beating-bartender.html

My FAVORITE line is this:

Judge John Fleming said he decided against jail because he did not believe the crime was serious enough and throwing Abbate behind bars would not be a deterrent to others.

Are you kidding me?? Have you not SEEN the video??

So, since when has it been okay to beat the crap out of woman???

It's just soooooo frustrating - especially after having had a fundraiser to help women who get the crap beat out of them.

DOMINANT WOMEN of the WORLD...

I BEG YOU...

QUIT WORRYING ABOUT YOUR WISHLISTS AND DO SOMETHING TO STRIKE A BLOW FOR WOMANKIND...