So, i was given an assignment MONTHS ago that i needed to watch a series called "Firefly". Goddess Melanie assured me it would be well worth my time. Still, i had my doubts...

Well, this weekend i finished the first few episodes. While episode 1 moved a little slow, the next two were REALLY good! She was right and i had doubted Her...

Dommes would enjoy it as it has MANY strong female characters!

Now, i am wondering what else has She been right about?

Maybe it WOULD feel REALLY good to buy Her $3,000 pairs of shoes?

Happy 29th birthday to Princess Danni! If only i could be giving You a birthday foot massage...

The subject line is taken from a post by the Anonymous Domme. 

Actress?  Really?  I would be interested in everyone's thoughts on this.  Here are mine.

I have personally met three of my favorite Dommes.  This makes me, without any doubt, the luckiest sub EVER!!

The first Domme i ever really served online or otherwise was Princess Lyne.  Is Her Dominance an act?  Hardly!  At least, I never thought it was with me.  One of my frist experiences was taking her grocery shopping where She permitted me to buy Her over $400 worth of groceries!  Keep in mind, my grocery bill for the month is about $100 so this seemed crazy to me!  Still, it was for Her!!  And it was such a RUSH doing it for Her.  i remember struggling to push the cart as it got more and more weight added to it.  And she stops by the gift card center and starts looking over the cards.  She would say.. "OH, this one is for $50.  Beg me to let you buy it for Me!"  Which of course i did!!  And then She added another gift card to the cart just because She could!  And it was an absolute THRILL.  It STILL is as i think about it! 

Anyway, i would hope experiences like that would have truly been fun for Her.  Maybe not as much fun as i was having, but still...  if it were an act, why would She even waste Her time?  It's not like She couldn't by Her own groceries. 

Princess Lyne is the REAL DEAL!

I have also met with Princess Melanie.  I believe Her Dominance is real and i know because She just had WAAAY too much fun making me squirm as She added dress after dress to the pile of clothes i was to buy for Her.  And She too enjoyed making me BEG to spend more money on Her.  If She were an actress, i don't think She would have had nearly as much fun stomping on my groin as i begged to kiss the bottom of Her foot!.  i think Her delight in my pain was sincere.  And i think She truly enjoyed thinking of ways to publicly embarrass me like having me lick Her shoes right on the Main Street of my VERY small town where everyone knows me!  If she didn't... again, if She were just an actress.. She could find much better things to do with Her time.  Of course, as a Domme, She could also - lol.

Princess Melanie is the REAL DEAL!

And finally, there is Princess Danni.  i met Her when She was in Chicago and She let me massage Her feet!  i think She got a big kick (literally) out of bossing around a guy who was almost TWICE her size - at least in height!  And i wasn't the only guy She was bossing around!  Her husband is LUCKY enough to have Her bark out orders to him on a daily basis!  That would be HEAVEN!

Princess Danni is the REAL DEAL!

Now, it's not that i think these Women are Dominant to everyone they come into contact with.  No, that would just be rude.  And it's not that they go around kicking small puppies just to prove they are a bitch!  But, i think they, like so many Dommes, TRULY enjoy the power They have over submissive guys.  And speaking as a submissive guy, i am certainly glad They are out there!

 

So, I am thinking about a clip where Danni is in this skin tight catowoman costume and she has captured this guy dressed as Batman.  Since he won't join her in taking over Gotham City, she has decided she will torture him until he changes his mind....

I have a 4 page script for you down to the smallest detail and complete with costume changes and ideas for set locations.

I figure this will all be worth it to you as you can then sell it to me for $6.99 or something like that?!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!!!   

Yes, i address my letter to you because you seem to think about things.  Your posts are not just the "spent my whole day on my knees worshipping Goddess" posts. 

This letter is just some  thoughts i have been having lately and while it is addressed to you, anyone can comment.

So, in the world of D/s, it shouldn't be about what the sub wants to get out of it.  It should be what the Goddess wants and what he can do for Her?

So, why not worship Anyone?  Does She have to be dominant?  Her being "Dominant" seems to fulfill the male fantasy of what he wants from Her.  She probably shouldn't need to be attractive either - again, that caters to my wish - but i have to draw the line somewhere.  i NEED to serve Someone i am attracted to.

So, i have a running friend who is really pretty and a lot of fun to be with.  Why not spoil Her?  Why not work at making Her life better?  Why do i go to Someone online when i actually have a freindship with Her and could see the direct results of spoiling Her?

Starting off small and getting her used to the idea of me serving her.  Buying her gels or something she will need for a race.  Treating Her to a pedicure at a salon after a marathon?  Doing little things for Her with no thought of her reciprocating.  Getting Her used to the idea that i "serve" Her without ever putting it into those terms.  To the point where my getting Her coffee for Her while She is at work will just seem natural and not awkward?  And because i would never ask Her out or EVER make any suggestions that i wanted anything more than to just serve Her, hopefully She would figure out that i am a wimp who just likes to spoil Her and treat Her like a Queen!

True, She won't be making me kiss Her foot or treating me like crap, but if the idea is to "serve" the Superior Woman, why not serve a Superior Woman you know?

i am really enjoying Miss Kyaa's youtube series sharing Her thoughts on various topics.  The last one i watched was on "Power".  She discusses it in general terms, but I want to discusss it in terms of bieng a submissive.

This may sound like wrong-sided thinking - and that's why this is a discussion - but i would argue that neither the Domme or the sub have the power - the Power is in the marketplace!

If i can buy A Goddess' worn socks for $10 and another charges $50, then in my head the price is $10 for worn socks!  Same thing with clips.  Some charge $10 a minute while other charge $1 a minute.  Well, if you just need a fix for cute feet, then $1 per minute is the price.

Now, this brings about 2 interesting thoughts.  If enough Domes banded together and decided worn socks will now be priced at $100, then that would be the new price!  Subs would have no choice but to pay that.  That would benefit all Dommes.  Most likely however, this couldn't last as their is always someone who will seek to undercut everyone else.

The ONLY person the marketplace does NOT apply to is the Domme who sets Herself apart!!

My marketplace theory only works while all Dommes are seen as interchangeable.  The moment ONE Domme is seen as UNIQUE or DIFFERENT, then She can charge whatever price and subs will pay it because it is Her!! 

Many of the Dommes on my friends page are now posting in Their journals that they will start keeping their lj's for "promotion purposes only" and will leave their personal sides out of it.  They are saying this because there are anonymous threads about them which are either hurtful and/or untrue. 

I like gossip as much as anyone, but this sucks!  I, for one, WANT to know Their personal side.  I love a post sooo much more when it is more than just the latest gifts collected or clips added to Her store.  I want to know that She went out with an amazing Man last night and had some loser like me pay for it!  I want to know that She is keeping some guy locked in chastity and his wife has yet ot find out about it!! 

I don't want this stuff to go away!!

And that was the genius, at least for me, of livejournal.  It was one stop shopping for a look into the lives of Superior Women!!

And I don't know about you, but finding a Woman in REAL life who will let you worship Her - it's VERY FEW and FAR between!!  Most women think its creepy!  At least the real women in my life do - LOL!

So, all the more reason to CHERISH the Women of livejournal who are ok with the thought of treating you like a worm and selling you their worn shoes to sniff!  God bless them!  Because without them, it would be stealing shoes from your friends' closets or trying to buy them gifts in a non-creepy manner!

As for my thoughts on individual Dommes...

For all of those who think Danni is HOT.... She is even WAAAAAAAYYY HOTTER in PERSON!!!  You just can't imagine that Someone could be sooooo freaking HOTTTTT!!!

Princess Lyne is not only GORGEOUS, but She has a GIFT for bossing losers around!!  My BEST days EVER were spent running Her errands, cleaning Her apartment, and doing Her laundry.  And Her feet!!  They are just PERFECT!!!  You simply can NOT say no to Her - no matter what She asks - if She is barefoot!

I have only chatted with Nevaeh, but Her "Drone" clips and "Q&A" clip were some of the best clips I have bought!

And Kessa - Her site used to say... "Basically, I will become your God!"  And who wouldn't want to have a God who is that amazingly cute!!  I am a HUGE fan of Her foot clips!

My Domme friends are always complaining about how hard it is to find a good sub and not a time waster.  Well, the same is true with finding a good Domme.  There are a lot of "dommes' who are just in it for the money and have no interest in building a Domme-sub relationship. 

To this end, I have devised my own little test.  It's simple enough.  When i first meet a Domme i am interested in serving, I will send a small but thoughtful tribute.  Maybe a book that I know she wants to read.  A good Domme will appreciate the thought.  Those who only care about the money will either never acknowledge the gift or compalin about it.

For those that complain, i REALLY WISH i could have the gift back so I could send it to Someone that deserves it.  But, the information this tells me about them is well worth the loss of the gift!

How often I have chatted with Goddess Melanie about strong female roles and characters.  And it would always lead to me going ON and ON about the GREATEST portrayal of a STRONG female character EVER!  Some say it was Emma Peel in "The Avanegers", but for my money, NO ONE has or will ever hold up against JULIE NEWMAR'S portrayal of Catwoman in the old Batman tv series.

She was my first crush!  While other boys moved on to Lynda Carter in "Wonder Woman" or to "Charlie's Angels", I held firm in my love for Julie.  She is WHY i LOVE dominant women!  She is the PERFECT woman - forever and always! 

And now, She is COMING to CHICAGO!

This means that in the year 2009, I will have met my THREE biggest crushes!  First Melanie and the Danni and now Julie!  

The ONLY thing that could possibly make it better is if Melanie were to come out and see her with me?  It's the first week of August... sounds like just about the time you will be making a trip to Michigan? 

So, I know many Goddesses have trouble with idiots who do NOT pay their winning bids on ebanned.  That sucks not only for You, but for those of us who want to see Goddesses using ebanned.

I have, however, encountered a different problem.  It's the Goddess who takes your money but then NEVER sends the item.  The shoes i had won went for $40.  There was no shipping as she was going to deliver tham to me in person - woo hoo!  I sent her $50 and then NEVER heard from her.  And she apparently has given up on ebanned so leaving negative feedback probably won't matter to her.

So, $50 to a Goddess I don't even like very much anymore.  Now, I don't even want to worship the shoes of a Goddess I feel has swindled me.  What is a slave to do?  Appeal to ebanned?  Contact the authorities?

No... I have a MUCH BETTER idea.  i told my Goddess Danni.  She had initially given me Her approval to win the shoes.  But, now that this other "Goddess" has made NO EFFORT to return the money or send the shoes, well...  She is  for a WORLD of HURT!!!  She just opened herself up a BIG CAN of Danni WHOOP ASS!

I think Danni plans to deliver her OWN $50 worth of PAIN to this "Goddess" as a little message to NOT mess with HER slave!  No doubt She will probably film the BEAT DOWN and offer it up in one of Her clips stores!

How much SIMPLER it would have been to just send the item of return the money?

But, now, the FURY OF HELL has been UNLEASHED upon her and it's NAME is DANNI!

   

Yes, yes, I KNOW all Women are Superior and as such, deserve my respect, etc.  And I am not trying to be mean here...
 
It's just so many Dommes are GORGEOUS.  I think even my vanilla friends could understand wanting to better the lives of Danni or Goddess Melanie or Princess Lyne.  To be used by Someone that PRETTY? - heck ya!!

But, if you look around myspace or youtube, there are some less attractive Dommes who still seem to be getting their share of followers and wallet givers.  And i wonder if that is part of the feitsh?  Not only to BEG to give your money away to a woman who could care less about you, but to also give it to Someone who is less attractive?  I mean, that's REAL humiliation!!  And that's kind of HOT in a weird sort of way. 

I guess according to a judge in Chicago it is OKAY for an off-duty police officer to BEAT the HELL out of a female bartender HALF his SIZE.

http://www.chicagobreakingnews.com/2009/06/cop-to-be-sentenced-for-beating-bartender.html

My FAVORITE line is this: 

Judge John Fleming said he decided against jail because he did not believe the crime was serious enough and throwing Abbate behind bars would not be a deterrent to others.

Are you kidding me??  Have you not SEEN the video??

So, since when has it been okay to beat the crap out of woman???

It's just soooooo frustrating - especially after having had a fundraiser to help women who get the crap beat out of them.

DOMINANT WOMEN of the WORLD...

I BEG YOU...

QUIT WORRYING ABOUT YOUR WISHLISTS AND DO SOMETHING  TO STRIKE A BLOW FOR WOMANKIND...

I organized a fundraiser last night to support the local women's shelter.  It was a non-competitive "fun run" that raised money for some of their programs that are badly in need of money. 

A few things were going against us.... first, it was NINETY-ONE degrees at 7:30 PM!  Yikes!  And second, it's a small conservative town.  I think they are either a little embarassed about having a women's shelter in town or they just don't like to think about such things.  As I told my friend, if we were raising money for something silly like "Stop Obama from taking away our GUNS", you would not have been able to get to the event it would have been so crowded!!

Still, we had about 40 people and raised just over $500.  Not bad given the temperatures an that it was our first try!  I had a friend come who drove over an hour to attend.  And another friend gave up his birthday plans to attend.  That was very nice.  And the city itself could not have been more helpful!!  They closed the streets we needed and escorted the runners with police vehicles.  Even the mayor was on hand to host the event!

You know how when something seems too good to be true, you keep your expectations low... prepare for the disappointment... I went about my Saturday morning having breakfast with a friend and checking out a classic car show. Then home to do laundry and stuff. Al the time trying NOT to think about how ptotentially AMAZING the day just might be!!!!!

And then i get the text... "God is here!"

I couldn''t beiieve it?? Princess Melanie in MY hometown?! My DOMME CRUSH!!!! I went downtown to meet Her and called to findout where She was. She said She was just leaving the jewelry store (how fitting!) and while I still have her on the phone, I see Her!! And honest to Her, She is literally just breathtaking!! I mean, I wonder what everyone else in town was thinking have someone so pretty in our town?? i just wanted to fall to my knees and just start kissing Her feet right there.

Our first stop was my friend's dress shop. It was love at first sight for Princess Melanie!!! Eerywhere She looked, She found something She wanted to try on. She just basically started handing me one of each item in Her size!! Of course, I already KNEW what was coming... She would look devastatingly CUTE in EVERYTHING!!! And sure enough, She did!! This was going to be a BIG day for my friend's shop!!

When She was finished, i think there were about 8 or 9 items - She did dismiss a few items. As She explained it, though, it was like "The Island of Misfit Toys". You dont' want to see these lonely dresses just hanging here without a pretty girl to wear them??" What a tragedy that would be? And how lonely a life for that little dress??"

And here i learned a TRUTH that Princess Melanie said that She had figured out at about the age of THREE!! It is nearly IMPOSSIBLE for a guy to say "no" to a BEAUTIFUL woman.

More to come... in fact, the best is yet to come...

It may happen that tomorrow on her way through the area, Princess Melanie (God to me!!) may stop by to have Her shoes cleaned!!  I can only imagine what it would be like to clean Her Highness' shoes!!

Oh, and i told Her about my friend's dress boutique and She says She may be interested in stopping in and maybe doing a little shopping while She is here.  My credit card is THRILLED by the possibility!!

And what a WIN-WIN situation for everyone!!  She may get some new dresses!!  My friend will have HER shop's rent and bills paid for the next month or so and I have the THRILL of PAYING for it!!!

She is SOOOO good to me!!

Hope to update tomorrow with the actual events and maybe even a picture or two!

No, I am not talking the usual Domme stuff about telling some loser "Your new religion is Melanie-ism and You will now worship me as God!"  I am talking about going more mainstream and appealing to a wider audience!!  Why should only submissive losers be the ones worshipping You??  You should have enitre families making weekly contributions and offering up prayers and setting aside a day a week to keep Holy.

Sounds crazy, right??  Well, first see Bill Maher's movie "Religulous" and then tell me how crazy the idea sounds???!!!

Much CRAZIER ideas than worshipping You are out there and seem to have a LOT of followers!!

At this point, I am VERY concerned that i am RUINED for any kind of real relationship that might have been possible!  As a kid, i had always thought that some day i would marry some pretty girl!  Little did i realize how much of a loser i would become and now i am quite literally owned by a pair of feet!!  The consolation is they are the MOST PERFECT feet EVER!!

Princess Lyne stopped by yesterday to use me in some clips.  I think She finds it funny that i am so willing and agreeable to document my own destruction at Her feet.  First, She called ahead so I would have Her Starbuck's drink waiting for Her.  Then She allowed me to buy and pump Her gas - just like old times!!  

W/we went back to my place where She kicked off Her flip flops, sat on Her couch and told me to start massaging Her feet!  You know when you get really absorbed in a good book and you lose all track of time??!  That is what it's like massaging Her feet!!!  Time ceases to exist and all you can think of is how LUCKY you are that She is permitting you to have any time with them at all!!  And i also thought about ALL the clips of these VERY feet I have bought and NOW - here they were!!! 

i just can't imagine getting more satisfaction from any relationship than what i do from simply massaging Her feet!!  Her feet truly DO own me!!  i am such a lucky little foot bitch!!

Believe it or not, Princess Lyne has considered using me to be the idiot who gets tortured in some of Her upcoming clips!!  The fact that She even lets me be in Her presence is amazing enough?!  And lucky for me, the slave She really wants to use is unavailable at the moment.  So, she was forced to scrape the bottom of the proverbial barrel and i am what She ends up with - LOL!

i have been practicing all week - She enjoys ballbusting and trampling - YIKES!!!!  So, i have been randomly hitting myself in the groin and digging high heeled pumps into my tummy!

i can only HOPE that it is more foot worship and shoe licking that She has in mind.  Regardless, though, She is the BOSS and i must do what She says!!

And COUNT my BLESSINGS that Someone as AMAZINGLY PERFECT as Her would even consider a loser like me in the first place!!
 

So, i woke up thinking about what it would be like to give a Superior Goddess a blamk check?!  In my mind, it's the equivalent of laying all of your finances at the feet of your Superior and begging Them to take as much of what you have as They want!  In my case, it would have taken me months to build up that balance, faithfully depositing my paychecks week after week.  And then knowing that, in a moment and maybe even on a whim, She could take a small sum, a large sum, or completely wipe it out.

Has any Goddess ever received a blank check??  Or someone's ATM card?!

For sure, there is ONE Goddess i would completely TRUST with giving Her access to ALL my finances!!  Goddess Danni!!!

i imagine for the rest of my life i will want to be Her slave!!  i mean, who wouldn't?!

Goddess Danni and... a FEW others!!  You know who You are!!

So, i broke it off with the college girl i was paying to Domme me.  I got bored.  Why is that??  Is that true with all slaves??  Or am i just wishy washy??  Do other slaves and losers lose interest as well??  Does it depend on the skills of the Domme or do even the BEST Dommes lose slaves?!  i have to believe, if anything, it is ENTIRELY the fault of the slaves.

I tried to leave Goddess Danni once.  Sent Her this long email as to why I no longer wished to serve and tribute Her.  She replied back that it wasn't up to me!!  She would decide when my service ended.  And to this day, i am STILL Her bitch!!

So, I did a race this past Saturday and one of my running buddies is just TOO CUTE!!!  Wow!!!  And those little ankle socks of Hers!!!  Of course, being the foot loser that i am, i could never even dream of  mentioning how much I crush on Her feet or how much i would love to buy Her socks from Her?!!?

But, let's say there was a Domme out there who could represent us losers in such negotiations??!  You know, losers like myself could pay this Domme to talk to our vanilla friends about purchasing their socks or shoes or whatever...

WOW!!!  Wouldn't that solve all sorts of problems?!

The Domme would then contact the vanilla friend with the cute feet and the correspondence would go something like this:

"Hi, you don't know me but you have a friend who really has a thing for women's feet.  Ya, I know it's odd and maybe a bit creepy, but he seems harmless enough.  Anyways, he often buys my stinky or smelly socks because that's his thing.  Lately, he has been mentioning wanting to buy the socks from a friend of his.  Yep, you guessed it, that friend is you!  It's really easy money.  And who knows - he loves to be submissive - you know, doing chores or running errands - maybe you could use him that way as well.  Anyways, he didn't wan to bring this up to you directly because he's shy and didn't want you to think he's a creepy pervert - lol!!  But, if this is something you would go for, just reply back and we can go from there."

This might be a new avenue for making easy money!!